beautiful heart

12.01am

beautiful heart

The more hurt and pain you have gone thru in life, the stronger and more

beautiful your heart will be.....

One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces missing.

The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful?? they thought. The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"

The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.

They embraced and walked away side by side.

p/s:

beautiful heart is not the apperance but inside it...

orthopedic..?

2.30pm
juz came back frm trauma cycle


tomollo is my zachut day for traumatology..
actually..traumatology(orthopedic) is an interesting subject..
but...i admit dat...dis cycle is quit boring for me coz we didn't hev a proper class( i mean the teacher is not strict).. sumtimes he is too busy wif operations...
but..the best part is..we went for operation many times..:)


here..in dis hospital most of the doctors are men..
mm..now i know y most of them are men coz orthopedics need to play wif bones..
i mean..every operation...some of the surgical instruments are diff...

here...an example of operations in traumatology n orthopedics department.

total hip replacement.

"We're replacing both the socket and the femur. That's why it's a total hip replacement." Doctor Thomas P. Sculco, Surgeon-in-Chief at the Hospital for Special Surgery in New York,






enjoy the video peeps!


p/s:
i got the point aite..?
hehe..so r u interested to be a traumatologist..?

precious gift~

6.35pm
twilight mood

hepi eidul adha

6.45 am
in my room..on bed..still ngantuk..
but..suddennly..but my hp ringing..
" slm..hello..sape ni..?"
" along..syg..mama ni..syg ok ke..?"
" ok ma..along bru bgn tdo ni..mama sehat..?"
"mama ok along..kt umah nenek.."

the conversation goes on.....
then..

"along nnt balik k..sambut kenduri kawen angah..takpe..jgn susah hati..
i know u nk balik..k syg..bla bla bla..."


i was like...alhamdulillah..
this is the best gift for my eidul adha..
which is...going back to see my twin's wedding..
can't wait..
but the most important person dat i would lyke to thank is

dear..i luv u..
thnx for da support..
n thnx for giving dis precious gift..
syg awk..:)

it's winter sale!

8.25pm
winter mood.



winter sale hits us again!!!
n yeahh..
discounts here n there..
yesterday..i went to mega wif my fwens here..
so boring n got nothing to do..
so..we decided to go for girls nite out..



first..we lepak at the tempat makan there(subway) in mega(padahal da makan sblm tu...hihi)
i n zizi bought "moreprodukti sandwich"...faizah wif her tuna sandwich..:)
which means seafood sandwich..but actually it is crab stick sandwich wif variety of veges..n sumore u can choose the sauce..;)
but..yea..i love it!!...:)
then i ordered one glass of blackcurrent frappe at coffee house..yummy!!
lepaking bout 1 hour..then..here we go..shopping tyme!! ngeee~


bershka, zara, mango,jennyfer, tboe, kristina plastinina..bla bla bla...
here in moscow..there are lots of fashion store we can look for..
neway..dis is few fashion store dat i love the most ere in moscow..:)
i mean..for now..(haha)


got one winter jacket that i rili admire..
i think i'm in love wif the jacket..haha...
got to beli..but..yeahh..the harge oso cantik laa...:P
mm..but compared to jennyfer..
i prefer bershka coz the syle is more variety n fashionable..
it is still early to hev winter shopping but..yea...
i oredi got one item now in the shopping list..yey..:P


p/s: thinking of wat to do tomollo...

sabar dek..:(

7:55pm
milk tea:biscuits

there are so many things happened to me today.. and sumthng happened to me today..n it hurts me a lot..:( for me..my family is the most important things in my life.. and i'm totally agree dat family is always be by ourside during ups and downs.. always gve us support and never turn us down.. i read a hadith about be patient..
http://www.islam.gov.my/portal/e-hadith.php

Hadith :

Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud:
”Sesungguhnya orang mukmin akan menerima tekanan hidup kerana tidak ada satu bencana sama ada kerana terkena duri atau yang lebih besar, tidak juga ketakutan melainkan Allah akan mengangkat darjatnya satu darjat dan menghapuskan satu kesalahan dengan kesabarannya menghadapi bencana dan kesusahan tersebut

Huraian: 1. Tribulasi atau ujian adalah seiringan dengan perjuangan. Oleh itu ia tetap memerlukan bekalan iman, sabar dan istiqamah. 2. Ujian dijadikan Tuhan untuk mengukur sama ada keimanan seseorang itu kepada Allah dan seluruh ajaranNya adalah benar dan diikuti oleh perlakuan dan tindakan atau hanya terhenti setakat di mulut sahaja. 3. Umat Islam akan diuji dengan lima perkara iaitu saudara seagama yang sentiasa dengki terhadapnya, orang munafiq yang sentiasa membencinya, orang kafir yang sentiasa memeranginya, syaitan yang sentiasa berusaha menyesatkannya dan bisikan hawa nafsu yang sentiasa menggoncang keimanannya. Semuanya ini menuntut kesabaran dan di dalamnya terdapat ganjaran pahala yang besar daripada Allah SWT. 4. Lawan bagi sabar adalah mengeluh dan ia merupakan perbuatan yang amat dilarang oleh agama kerana dengan mengeluh akan membuatkan semangat menjadi lemah dan terbitnya perasaan kecewa dan putus asa sedangkan Allah SWT berfirman dengan maksudnya: "Sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan."(al-Insyirah:6) 5. Tanpa masalah atau ujian tidak akan wujud kematangan kerana pengalaman dalam menyelesaikan masalah adalah guru terbaik dalam menjamin kejayaan dalam kehidupan.

manusia ni byk kerenah..mcm ni..mcm tu...
my atuk penah kate.. "sabar tu salah satu dr sifat yg menjernihkan keadaan yg keruh..
sabar tu bole menguatkan ikatan yg renggang.. there are too many difficulties dat need us to be patient.. even mende yg kecik pun kite kene sabar.." membuat keputusan dan bersabar dgn ape yang kite pilih.. membuat keputusan yg penting dalam hidup kite memerlukan banyak kesabaran..
need us to think carefully..bak kate org...fikir menggunakan akal..bukan menggunakan emosi..
coz...any decision dat we make is wat we live wif in da future..
for me..everyone hev their responsibility to wat we decide for our life...
it is not easy to manage life without knowing wat will happen in da future..
but...we still need to decide..

sis..
i know u try hard to choose for ur life.. i knoe...evryhtng happens for reasons.. juz be patient.. n let Him do the rest.. my pray will always be wif u dear...

bad feeling

do u ever feel dat u not finish yet ur work...or nething..?
u feel worried..
u feel unresponsible..
u feel like everyone is blaming u..






p/s:mm..yea..i feel it rite now..:(

my flexible friend.?

juz checking out youtube..


back to school.


making a sandwich.
hehe...i juz checking out youtube..
then, i saw dis one funny video..haha
enjoy!!



p/s
"dis is my flexible friend" :P

p.e.b.b.l.e.s

frm left: chanaz, yogi , karina,vina,amy,tasha, michy

**i heart em'**

pebbles
means a small stone, especially one worn smooth by erosion.
like clear crystal..:)

..no matter who we are.. never under estimate others..:)

u're dat guy..:)

You are the boy who spent your school fees on $10 worth of chicken wings thereupon getting a spanking from your mother.
You are the boy who grew up to play games every week with fellow boys.
You are the boy who got a Playstation 2 as an engagement present.
You are the boy who would eat like a boy if you lived alone, living on potato chips and Pepsi.
You are the boy who would like it very much if he didn't have to grow up.
But you are a boy who is also a guy.
You are that guy that she met at the pre-departure talk, who insulted her baby blue mobile phone in an attempt to get her phone number.
You are the guy that commented on how she stood like a dancer with her feet turned flat out.
You are that guy that apparently dedicated music to her over the radio and staked out the uni just hoping you catched a glimpse of her.
You are the guy that got lucky when you bumped into her at the traffic just outside uni on the first day of school.
You are the guy that repeated her phone number all the way home just in case you forgot it and missed the chance again.
You are the guy that she out ate on your first date.
You are the guy that had to bear all the crap when she couldn't decide who she liked better, you or some other guy back home.
You are the guy that won her heart by buying her gummi bears and walking her home from ballet in the cold.
You are the guy that she impressed by eating through half a bucket of fried chicken and then sat back and asked what's for desert.
You are the guy that had to be taught what relationships were and in turn taught her how to work hard in a relationship.
You are the guy that put your thesis on the back burner while she wigged out about her own thesis through the year.
You are the guy who proposed to her on the plane back to Melbourne and made her dizzy.
You are the guy that wanted to wear Bata shoes to the wedding and refused to be put into ill-fitting Kenneth Coles.
You are the one who got up there during your wedding and sang to your bride.
You are the guy that endured the pillows hurled at you in her sleep.
You are the guy who will go out there and look for yak's milk from Yemen if she ever demanded it.
You are the guy that buys her flowers and burns her cds just to make her smile.

You are the guy that believes, trusts and prays even when she has given up hope.

You are the guy of her dreams and her greatest fear is to live without you.


Who are you?
You are that guy and I am that girl.

p/s: a sweet story dat i read frm a website..:)
so sweet..dedicated to u b..:)

love-free

Love-Free

I am free of love as a bird flying south in the autumn,
Swift and intent, asking no joy from another,
Glad to forget all of the passion of April
Ere it was love-free.

I am free of love, and I listen to music lightly,
But if he returned, if he should look at me deeply,
I should awake, I should awake and remember
I am my lover’s.


p/s: yes..i'm a lover...:)

bad time to fart

waaa...since jan baru la i dapat bukak dis blog balik..
mm...yea..no idea...but i got a funny video to share..
i got this frm my fren..forwarded link..:P



hihhi..
enjoy the video...;)

love is about trust n respect..yea..i've learn dat..thnx beby..:)...hugsss

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